 | Welcome | Sep 23, 2004 |
Hey people, welcome to my Own Story Land~ Enjoy ya stay Cheers~ ^_^ Busy year. Looking forward to a fresh new status on the 4th quarter of this year! Hehehe.... How can parents be ever ever so selfish? I try to put myself in their shoes BUT i dun see any point leading anywhere. how can they claim they meant gd for us and feel we are having the wrong friends or boyfriend just becos we got different views and opinions and different way of dealing things and not the little young kids like in the past? HELLO! I HAVE GROW UP! i dun understand why do you always have to speak so high up on urself and how great you are and all the sacrifices. I KNOW! i will go through it somehow.. but now i got my own life! I wan to ditch tat no money family biz job. the biz aint even giving profit.. it is jus creating cash flow for tat dude. Pardon me for the disrespect but i'm pissed off! they dun give respect to my life.. the life they give thru tat egg n sperm, so in what point must i show my respect if I FEEL they dun even earn it?? Mommy push me into that deep fire and jus let me burn. when i caught hold of her n grabbing her.. she push me away... the feeling i have right now cant be describe. i'm very angry! very! i dun understand how on earth why she wan me to carry on the biz. jus becos i say i wan to quit from doing it she flare! she dun even wan to take over. she insist i push to her n ask her to get ready and learn everything within 1 month. I NEVER. i said from next month she will start doing. i will teach her. and she create her own belove story n her imaginery tat i say this this this and that.. put wordSSS in my mouth is wat she do best! i'm so pissed off! i cant release the anger in me. i wan to fight to yell to scream AND to talk some sense out of her. but she jus keep on pushing tat i learn bad. i'm like how old.. gg 25? i got my life and i'm not a little kid anymore!!! i got a stable job of my own, i give family allowance, i support my sister to sch. so wat is more for me?? what is more? i'm there when she got retrench. i'm there when my dad biz is going down the hill.. so wat is more she wans? why must i continue things i dun wish too. she feels i dun do i'm giving up this family! what makes her thinks so? if that is the case i give up! i dun wan anything to do with this family anymore!! sound childish? but i reali had enough! i've seen the ugly and the ugliest! Feeling so tired of everything.. Tired of doing things that people don't even show appreciative of me doing it. I really wonder if my family do show appretiative of what I have done or am I the one always causing trouble?! I'm tired of doing those monthly accounting works that I don't get any credit from. Who said working for family biz is a good thing? Only when the company is making money then it's good. But if it is not? Even your own family will treat you like shit and free labour of work and in the end, they won't show any appreciative of what you do. Tired of everyday nagging from my mom.. and dad still feel he is the big boss rushing me to meet deadline for his account. What I get in the end? Nothing appreciative but more and more nagging, more and more requesting.. She feels I'm not giving enough? She said cannot compare the money now and last time whereby she got to handle both side family. SO? I got my way of spending, my way of savings, if I'm really so bloody fuck up and don't care about this family, whatfore do I even want to help out in forking out money for my sis school fees sucking my bank dry? Whatfore am I still doing free labour for him? I dragged going home... I don't want to be home... I don't wan to hear to see to do anything! I just want my own life back! On the 22nd July, it is my beloved Darling 26th Birthday! It is a normal weekday.. So he thot it will be another day just like any other day. BUT! Tada~ He never thought that I will actually give him a surprise as the clock strike 12mn despite I have to wake up to work very early the next day. Together with the help of his sister and her fren Vel, we gave him a big funny stupid surprise. Hahah~ I went to buy cake at Century Square, and before that I'm meeting San and her parents together for dinner at Tampines One. Thanks to her.. I got a free dinner and a free cab home. Hehe.. After dinner went to buy her phone and her mom's phone too. And as it is getting late, I went ahead to get the cake before the shop closes and met up with her parents later n together we cab home after all the purchasing was done. Ok.. I reach home, preparing for the night and waiting for time to pass. I chatted with Darling online, and when going 11.30... I told him I got stomache, and laptop batt going low, so I'm going offline and will message him later. After that, I change and prepared to go out, taking a cab to his house (it was damn bloody quiet and still at night...) and meet his sister and Vel outside the swimming pool preparing the cake. We filmed down the whole process of ME carrying the cake and walking to his house. After reaching his house, So bloody nervous can.. we kept laughing.. LOL. Vel check to see if his still in the room as we still gto 3mins left, so they smuggle me in to his sister room and we waited there till 12mn. 12mn strike, and I'm hiding beside the wall of his bedroom, and Vel knock on the door asking him to come out. haha.. His too lazy to even come out. And when his making his way out, suddenly Vel kick a heels placed on the floor and we broke out laughing.. hahah~ It is damn hilarious I tell you.. Before I can greet him a happy birthday, I'm laughing like hell with the cake on my hand and the candle lighted. Hahahaha~ Then I finally cool down, and greeted him a Happy Birthday with a sleepy face of his. And he asked me, "How come you are here?" LOL! His like happy yet sleepy face. Haha~ And so we sang the birthday song and he make a wish and blow the candle. And thus end the night.... and he said good night to me and said time for bed.. Erm.. I slap him off and ask him send me home. HAhaha~ Chilaka.. He said how I go his house is How I will be going home. -_-||| So all in all, a happy birthday surprise he got. And there is part TWO! The following day, there is his brithday dinner at Bugis together with his family. Before that, I went to the shop behind bylands building to get him his limited edition toy. And put in my bag carrying through out the journey. Damn heavy and tired and with my heels on. And his showing his kiddish attitude making me pissed off. So i kind of forgot to pass him the pressie.. Hahah.. Till he drove me back and reach my block, then I remember and ask him put his hand into my bag.. With his mischevious face. Hehe... His so surprise I bought him the limited edition toys and was overjoy and give me a kiss on the spot. *Blush* Thus this end his 2009 Birthday with great gifts and surprises. And tiring me out totally. I wake up the next day with aching on my left side of my shoulder cos of the heavy bag and super sleepy.... But creating this memories btw me and him is all worth it. :) Yesterday, his sick and thus feeling kind of grumpy as he still got to work. He reach home 7 plus w/o any dinner as his parents went overseas. I went to NTUC and bought chrysanthemum tea to brew for him. It's easy? Hehe.. And i cook porridge and went over at 9 plus. His still sleeping then.. and wake up at 10plus with a seh seh look. Upon waking up.. he take the porridge I took for him and he said it is nice~ HEHE~ and suddenly got the appetite to open a can of bamboo shoot to go with the porridge. So, we make hot the bamboo shoot together, and scoop out abit for him to take with the porridge I make. Oh~ and he finish one bottle of the chrysanthemum tea i make too! There is one more bottle I make and I put in the fridge for him to take to work today. This morning.. I initiate to make teo chew style porridge for him. But of cos simple one.. make from can food of cos. Haha. So I jus got to cook white plain porridge, and heat up the canned food which includes, fake vegetarian abalone, the black bean fish, his bamboo shoot left over yesterday night and luncheon meat. a simple yet delicious brunch just for two of us. Hehe.. This morning his feeling ALOT better as i brought him medicine which last brought from our HK trip when I was sick there and I took it. Super effective. After a good night sleep and today his jumpy and noisy just like a little kid who just recover from his cold. Hehe.. happy.. content.. I'm a good mummy don't I.. Hehe.. As the title.. I got a new lappy and it's a gift from my beloved Darling~! I'm a happy girl! There is promotion going on for Acer at Funan Shopping Mall. So during saturday, Darling spend some time with me by bringing me down to Funan to choose the Lappy. I already have one in mind.. which is wide screen. So I choosen this 15.6" screen lappy for my choice. You can check out the lappy I have below. http://www.acer.com.sg/acer/product.do?link=oln85e.redirect&changedAlts=&CRC=600100215#wrAjaxHistory=0 Darling said my lappy is way too old and too slow. He see already he very "kang kor". LOL.. So since his earning and having a income, he decided to pamper me with a new lappy! I'm such a xin fu xiao nu ren~ He said after so many years, he feels he should give me something really good. Of course, ring is later part.. LOL! He need to close more deals in order to get me my desire big blink blink. HAHAHAH~ Damn, I can't help but feeling damn happy and here I am going to Hao Lian to everyone reading!!!! *ROAR* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Of Course, it is definitely not refering to me.. but to my precious Darling. His been real busy this past weeks. Work till late evening almost every night. To be understanding, I already tried no to 'ka jiao' him too much. Hehe.. But you know.. sometimes people get lonely and bored... Of course, I tried to bury myself with work, and meet friends after work so I can actually don't go 'ka jiao' my darling. Hehe~ As for me.. everything is still the same. Just that start to realise I got one very irresponsible colleague with bad toilet manner and irresponsible attitude towards her work. Time goes by, you will see the person deeper and start to see the good and bad. To me, she is good as a friend, but not colleague. So I'm in a 50/50 relationship with her. You know, the toilet at my site office as always maintain very clean. But she, I don't know why, choose to squat when using the toilet!! Of course, I'm not making any accusing or assumption, I see it and heard it with my own eyes. But not peeking at her when she using the toilet, but rather when people use toilet seats or the squating ones, the sound when you pee is different right? And there you go, this is how I heard and next, after she come out and left, which I'm just using the next door, I come out and you know what I saw, foot prints and the pee all over the front of the toilet seats. How can someone actually have such bad toilet manner? I think pudding toilet manner is much better than her! I'm disgusted, there is much more! She is loud, talkative, watch videos during office hours, and KPO! Every morning she wil blast me with her loud voice once, followed by blasting another colleague of mine. She always load videos during office hours, until weeks back her PC crash and we finally do something about it after which we told the IT. But there is still ways for her to load videos from other website. I know I know! There is always new website coming up and she can just load it whenever she try hard to find. She go forums and she will use all her means to get her videos. We inform the IT and he also trying hard to track her and block whatever website that we suspect is loading video. Even she got her warning email, she stil trying hard. And I'm trying harder to stop it. Its interfering my work as I uses a lot in emailing and our site server system. I don't allow anyone to slow down my work progress. She got tons of work to do but she choose to neglect, her own problem, but I definitely won't allow her to do that to my work. Whenever we talk, she always chipped in! Which is super OFF for everyone of us in this department. So whenever we are talking, she chipped in, we end our topic almost immediately. Even it is not her problem nor her business, she will just blast in out of nowhere. She seems got an answer to whatever we are talking. I don't know if anyone of you ever have this kind of people around you, but it jus plain irritating. We have already reached our limit. Talking in our department seems restricted. When she is not around, we are full of freedom, so we are always looking forward towards every Thursday when she is out for meeting. SIGH~ Work.. Office.. Politics.. Irritants! BLAH BLAH BLAH!
OK! I know I know! Damn Bloody long no updates liao la!!!! Sorry Sorry!! Now.. I going to update my little new arrival!! I shall let the pictures do the talking ya!! Soon to be new family members in 3 weeks time! PUDDING!!! (Chocalate Pudding!!) 2 weeks old!  Pudding looking for milk I guess....    Pudding 1 month old!!!! Time Past~~    I think Pudding feels so comfy in Darl's hand.... Its realli comfy~~ AWW~~ There I announce.. She is going to be our new family member. Her name is Pudding Quek! Darl wan call it Chocolate Pudding... LOL! She is the only female born armong her siblings. So she is such a dearie little princess to us! Glad we found her!! We will be collecting her back home in 3 weeks time. So we are going to do some shopping for her new bed!! HEHE~~ We are waiting....... Dearest all~~ So sorry for the lack of updates! Simply too lazy and not in the mood thus neglecting this blog for a super duper long period of time. Please forgive me alright! I'm simply enjoying myself to the heart!! HAHA~~ First of all.. Happy New Year to all of YOU! I had a great time! How about you? First news to break out.. My belove ones are getting hitch alright.. And I'm so jealous of that big big blink blink of hers.. LOL! Don't ask me when I will be next hor~ Go ask my man alright.. Cause I won't be proposing to him yaa.. I still waiting for his career to be stable and so does his financial capability. Beside.. we are still young.. but I don't mind getting hitch? Opps... Hehe~~~ Ok Ok.. what is next.. I got sick the second day of new year.. how bad can that be.. I try to "dong" till night time.. as that evening I got to go his house pai nian. Got terrible headache.. but it's once a year event.. so I try my best not to anymore show pattern alright.. I just sort of float around the house till my friend came over aand we had a short game of MJ. 3 leg la.. den my cough was so bad that I "keng" MC for friday. suppose to go back on friday. LOL! Did i said "keng"? Haha.. Actually no la.. I'm just tired from the coughing I get at night.. Thus I so wanna stay home.. Said I "keng" for all I care la.. LOL! Anyway I'm realli is sick for this pass few days. Till now my cough is still there.. cough badly at night.. Don't Know why... What's more uh... erm.. Valentine's Day is Coming.. So i Wish your a Super duper Advance Happy Valentine's Day too ALL of you! May you enjoy this day with your love ones. Single peeps please get a life.. You can enjoy this day with your families. Couples of course will get to enjoy with your partner. And!!! Most importantly! Me and my darling already bought the pressie for V'day. We went out and choose together.. I Shall reveal after Vday.. If I never.. You just come aask me la.. I may not be in the mood to blog... haha~ ok! That's all folks! You all take care and I shall see you soon! Rem to date me or together with my darling out aright! ok ok.. here i am updating once again? hehe.. work is getting busier and busier each day.. lots and lots of incoming and outgoing correspondence to be done. Not to forget.. Celebrated my 3 year anni with my beloved Monster Piggie, which somehow i call him tat now during June, and also holding of pre-celebration of his Birthday together with uni friends and also few days later with his family. ok.. after much indulging and gorging and gorging and gorging of food for the past months.. (i lost tracks of calculating), i'm now back to my own diet which i feels i need it badly. fats seems to be bulging anywhere in everything i wear. I look at myself at the mirror i feel so gross.. who will love me like tat.. beside the boobs are continuously sagging (maybe alr sagged) and also continuing to get smaller instead of growing bigger.. i hated myself~ *cry* i look awful in the clothes i wear.. and i also feel i seems to lost my sense of fashion since i working at site.. cos there is no way to flunk my assets in a MOST MEN environment. and now with the bulging fats to add on.. i got no desire to leave on. *duhz* Monster Piggie works aint getting any smoother.. he wan to change job real soon as he feels not much prospect in the current job his in. *I shall not prop too much about it any further cos it's his privacy* so i jus make a hint here.. :x and his family facing some problems.. alot of things seems to bang onto him at one go.. i knw how it feels.. i feels that too.. the lowest deepest point of life. I KNEW EXACTLY HOW IT FEEL~ I tried to motivate him n make him think positive.. but he just seems so demoralise. What other way can i do beside staying by his side supporting n hold him as much as i can. Me and darling tend to talk out our feelings.. since everyday we are online from morning till off work timing.. so its quite a nice chance to communicate more with each other, which i feel it does helps to improve the relationship.. i just hope n wish that everything will went well for him n get him out of the deep hole soon... As for work relationship.. aint any better seriously.. the more i work with Adel (elmo) i find she is super EMO.. she aint tat bad in person.. but her temper n attitude.. *eh hem* i shall not comment much.. it realli sort of pissed off abit at times.. and also make me wonders why she actually behaves that way... i told N abt it.. she said dun bother her n jus let it be.. she will do fine with herself. As for aunty.. erm.. not so pissing off for now.. fine with her. totally close eyes already.. let live to live.. haha.. chim bo~ ok.. that is about all.. nothing much happenings.. normal working adult life.. pursuing my future? (instead of studies). hehe~ After about 2 months lack of update, I tink all of you must have get tired of waiting and maybe stop browsing my blog le~~ Please don't leave me my dearest frens~ continue update on my blog even if it dies out for like.. 2 months? HEHE~ From previous post, i'm struggling like a fishy dealing with those accounting work. Updates! I still can't shake off this damn bloody burden. Sigh! I'm still monthly going through the sales, statements, purchases, invoices, gst and that ignorance "boss" who tink everything come in a finch of his mouth? Enough of that.. which I feel no point to broad over it further.. till some day I might feel like nagging over it den i shall start all over from head to toe. My work currently is... SUCKS? Nikki has left site office transfering back to HQ. Thus there is this new admin to replace her name Adeline. She's quite a nice person, abit EMO.. and sometimes i feel once she busy she neglect the phone which keep ringing unless she realise I'm not there to help pick up. Cos Aunty (bitch) (I'm trying to sound polite and nice already) recently is always running ard and we dun see her nicely sitting at her desk. She pisses Adeline and me off almost everyday we see her. Dump her shit to us and expect us to cover it. For instance, today got new staff arrived (Shit! I forgot to update ext. list!). She ask me regarding the ordering of safety gears for them. And sort of hinting me that there is new staff arrived and thus i got to do staff orientation? NAH! I can't be bothered! I just said yeah.. can inform Adeline regarding this. And she bloody hell jus inform her and let the poor man sit there? I just close my eyes cos not my problem. She choose to be in charge of HR matters, but she IS selective in her job scope. So since its her job, I also won't bother so much if they got their orientation. She is such a Lao Hiao. Only in front of Mr. Yap our dept head den she give the god damn virgin look with the killer virgin smile. BTH! Nikki nearly have stiff neck while trying to learn her style. Haha~ She act so different infront of us and when those bosses are around. Super fake. The first week I work with her I already dun realli like her. She do things bloody slow! And organize things that create GREAT INCONVENIENCE to everyone. The only good thing she do is the file divider she started out when she is new to the office. Cos she got nothing to do, thus she was like helping me to do divider for the files for different sub-con company. That is the only gd deed that she did. She is fucking rich and everytime bring her different LV bags to model walk in the company and her "army" boots when she walk, like just come back from training ground. Got one time she bring such a huge LV bag like those lugguage, its was raining heavily, she use the big black rubbish bag to put her LV bag inside so it won't kenna the rain. It was damn funny i tell you. I laugh my heads off man! HA! Aiyo! There is just so much so much that I can talk about her non stop. All in ALL, she is fake, fucking rich, work just to past time, selective in her work, don't communicate with people that is below managerial position, dun carry branded things, and trying to act innocent infront of all bosses like we bully her, and in fact she is the one making life difficult for us! Actually I kind of love this job, cos there is gd colleagues around, there is fun, there is quite a nice Jap boss, there is satisfaction when I finish the job of the day.. thou its never ending la.. but i tink i love this job beside loving tat aunty. I've learn to protect myself (thou not always). But I also won't allow her to bully me n trying to lead me under her nose. Our position in the company are the same! I learn to close my eyes and ignore her, thou I do get irritated by her at times. She just like to do things she feel its fine thou it bring great inconvenience. Thats about all.. Pray I update soon k? HeHe~ | Would You Be There | | | | Redwan Ali | |
 | Update | Mar 26, '08 1:25 AM for everyone |
ALAMAK! Sorry for the super lack of update!! hehe Got 2 gd news! To some it may seems old news le.. Firstly! My sis got into NP!!! Secondly! Darling got a JOB!!! YES!!!! I feel so relieve can!! hehe~~ My life as per normal.. working.. working.. working n working.. stress out by the end of yr statement thing.. nobody could help me.. haiz.. told my parents i'm not gg to do it anymore after this.. I need my freedom. I'm alr footin out so many things. Still not enough? Cannot take the stress. After work go home got additional work to do. But is free labour. And watching the "boss" of this company sitting n shaking leg infront of the television! Make me very fed up. I'm here slogging like HELL and there you are sitting, shaking your leg, watching tv and laughing your heads off! SO PERFECT lifestyle!! Don't always say I never ask you to help me. I did complain to you but you turn deaf ears. I rather help myself. I appreciate it if you could do me a favour.. offering some help in return? Ain't it your business? ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS you know.. So what we are one family, you don't care about us as much as others do. You care about yourselves and your own pocket! Seriously, it make no diff if you got this job anot, is me and mommy shouldering everything! And your messy DEBTS! Don't ever try to borrow my money again! Anyway.. sorry I break my promise to update photos.. too lazy to do so.. and too tired.. Thou I still get to spend my weekend with darling every week (I wan to stay out of the house), I seems free la.. but I need that mentally freedom. People after work go home is rest, maybe help out housework. But me? Thinkin of those things make me even pek cek to go help my mom. HE should be helping out instead. Telling mommy his tired. Who is not? Tell me! I will update again.. thats about all~ Everyone, do take care of yourselves. Rem me always k! *Lots of Love* Your PersonalityYou give people the cool and chic impression. You're strong-willed and independent, and you've got character – you know exactly what you want in life and you're all out to conquer. Because of your cool exterior, men tend to feel intimidated by your femme fatale looks.
Your Dress StyleYour dressing is simple but sometimes edgy, giving people a glimpse of your rebellious nature. But more often than not, you're geared in basic casuals (mostly blacks and neutrals). With your no-nonsense attitude towards fashion and hype, you don't care two hoots about the latest trends or hottest fad. Way to go, girl!
Its been super long since I blog here... Starting to get so lazy...
Coming here to blog now.. Is because I suddenly want to type out my feeling this minutes.. Somehow.. the first thing that I thought of is the blog that I had left it out for so long.
Just come out from bath. Was entering the master bedroom to apply hair tonic. The usual routine I do after I've bath. To keep my hair intact. After I come out from the toilet.. Caught my eyes is the Ninja Turtle small pouch. Bright orange in color.. with the ninga turtle cartoon logo on the pouch. My heart skip abit.. and I walk off.. After walking back to my room to reach for my towel to dry my hair.. Suddenly my mind feel with the thoughts of the pouch that my dad use when we went out for dinner last week. So i decide to check out the pouch.. So once again.. I enter the master bedroom.. when ahead to see the orange pouch. There.. I hold it up.. its heavy.. inside is filled with coins. So all along my dad has been using this little pouch which maybe we owe it last time when we were still a little kid or.. maybe.. spoilt brat? When i held it up and see it.. My heart is aching.. My nose are turning sourish.. tears are filling up my eyes. My family for now may not be as wealthy as few years back anymore.. Dad biz has been going down slope. Me and mom are struggling to make ends meet and having our 3 meals filled. Its not that bad of what your may be thinking. We can still survive on as a normal family with little or non of luxury. Next time I shall update more pix.. Sorry peeps.. Emo now.. Please don't get it all wrong.. this big day.. is refering~~ to my GRADUATION DAY!!!! A BIG BIG CONGRATS TO MYSELF!!!! hehe.. a enjoyable moment which is a life long memories kept deep within me. Shall let some of the pix to do the talking.. not much thou.. but something happy and memorable to share with you all.  Me and darling after we settle down with our gown.. i'm so pretty~ haha~  After briefing of the ceremony we headed downstairs n thus... pls refer to next pix....  Had our BRUNCH!! haha... memories.. BEAUTIFUL memories.. Have you tried walking around food court buying food with graduation gown? I've tried! haha~ We the 4 bitches, pledge ourself to our whore-cam'ing society! haha~ Darling new mistress... so wat! I have MINE!!!! MUAHAHAH~ His MY Mistress~ cute looking don't you think? Thats why i got such a cute boyfriend too! HEHEHE~ Last but not least.. our class group photo. Hope you all enjoy this short picture trip. I love you guys!!! I had a super sumptous delicious yummy-licious lunch. Had my lunch at CONRAD International Hotel there for dim sum. First dish is seafood platter. there is one prawn n lobster prawn roll deep fried, and a dumpling inside filled with mushrooms, another is black skin dumpling inside got prawn n scallop~ its so DELICIOUS! Second Dish is Soup. Shark bone as soup based, inside got crab meat, scallop, and prawn! So sweet the soup. and so nice! You can see how thick is the soup.. all the good yummy-licious content inside. U'll just float to seventh heaven. Third dish is Tofu with mushroom. Something Light and Yummy too! The taste cannot be describe. haha~ Fourth Dish is the Glutinuous rice with carrot cake. OH~ its so tasty~~ haha~ Fifth will be the dessert. there is one more fish dish.. but no time le.. so cancel the order. the dessert is red bean soup with jus one.. deep fried black sesame tang yuan~ SWEET! NICE~ YUMMY!!!!! haha~ overall.. the food is customize, fresh, delicious, tasty, and of cos! expensive~ Is treat by a man.. i also dunno hw he is related to our company.. I only knw hhis damn rich! When talking.. he talk abt art, car, oil, university, construction, contract, money.. money.. n more money.. He even knw the chef in the restuarant, the chef specially customize the food for him. it seems he is a regular over there. overall~ its a eye opening for me.. first time went to such a expensive restaurant to eat. haha~ Hey peeps~ Do u all miss me?? I had a nice fun weekend. Due to darling's parents gg genting, we got the car to ourselves indulgze!!! Travel to places at our own convenient. But! Carpark is kind of.. yeah.. Nowadays I'm getting quite forgetful. Esp. events that just happen last week only. I try to remember as much as I can. LOL! Saturday went to VIVO! Nice! Darling come fetch me, den we head down to queenstown there to help his sis pick the car color. End up.. she still prefer white. lol~ den headed down to Vivo City.. Blur darling, over shot the Car Park, got to U-turn and go in from the other side of the car park. Den go walk around, shop for my things as usual.. hehe.. den walk to the old habour front shopping mall, darling got himself a spidey toy, can c how his eye blink blink! And me.. din get anything wor.. So sad.. wanna get the F21 top.. but kind of pricey.. so.. hmm.. Spent alot of money b4 I found the job.. So.. need to repay my debt. Den after tat we go mac hab early dinner. And after tat walk awhile and headed back. Go Bedok by our.. supper.. cos rather itchy mouth.. not hungry but jus wan to eat something. Had satay and Fried oyster with egg. And stay over at his hse during the weekend. SUNDAY! Wake up 11 plus, we went to CSC meet his fren, n darling got himself another toy.. his fav THOR! Liew.. no money still can spend spend spend.. Den we went to eat Don's PIE and their Crab bee hoon.. Not bad wor.. Cos i nv tried AMK one b4.. so i find that the taste not bad.. but abit of the chao tah taste.. the yam they over fried. den add in the soup uh.. Den we continue walking.. and den go orchard with his toy kaki to buy toys, den we two went to bugis collect comics n yet.. another toy. n had our dinner at Purvis street. End up spend more and getting a super unsatisfied food to fill our stomach. Haiz.. so disappointing.. Anyway.. still a enjoyable weekend. Well spent with darling.  | Angry! | Sep 11, '07 8:58 AM for everyone |
I trusted her.. she betray my trust. Intro a job to my diploma fren, at first all say till nice nice, everything set n confirm, she went down to c the ex-manager.. and after 1st meeting, she disappear. cannot contact her at all. My ex-manager sms me telling that she cannot find my fren. call her so many times also nv pick up the call. and also nv inform her that she not gg for the training. Asking me if she is still interested. I thot she has change since diploma sch days.. but she is the same. so unreliable at all. I will nv recommend or intro anything for her from now on. Already in the black list. She's a nice fren, but cant realli be trusted in occassions like this. She already spoilt my trust and reputation for my manager. Like this how can my ex-manager trust me again if i were to intro ppl to her again for the PT job at the maternity boutique. i dunno why i can so calmly write this down. but i'm realli realli pissed off! ROAR! in the past, she also like this, need her the most in some area she will be gone at the most crucial moments. esp when responsibility falls on her.. everything seems so nice but when crucial time.. she cant be found nor reach. anyway, in short, she is unreliable, cannot be trusted again. back to my life... busy with work.. haha.. tired.. slpy.. looking forwards to the weekend to c darlin~ n wear my dress n skirt~ i'm so tired of jeans n pants~ leave ma msg to update me also k.. sometimes ur nv update de.. liew... take care folks! I officially announce~ My working life had start! 1st day of work Tired. Wake up at 6.30 to prepare for work. Travel down to Parkway (HQ) to hand in my certs and photo to my HR Manager and she pass me the staff electronic card to clock in and out my working time. First day working already had been a big BLUR SOTONG. Reach interchange and wanna take bus 31 to Parkway. End up I take bus 31A w/o me knowing. Until I reach Tenah Merah MRT, the bus driver told me tat i need to get off the bus as this is bus 31A, which wont travel to Parkway. Only bus 31 itself den will travel to Parkway. SO! alighted.. feeling paisei.. and in the bus got no ppl except me.. and.. another guy who is sitting at the upper deck. Took bus 31 and the next most MALU thing is! I alighted one stop earlier.. thus having to reach parkway by "bus 11". Damn! Already so tired.. and such a blur me... *faint* thus.. reach office, settle the things.. and i complain to the HR Manager that its too far le.. no proper walking pavement. And i'm not very sure abt the route from marina bay to the site. It took me 20mins to walk from Raffles Place MRT to the site w/o proper pavement. So.. that is my first day.. super tired.. when off work.. My colleague, Eugene (same name as darling wor.. so qiao) send me to Marina Bay MRT station. He show me the route to the site from Marina Bay. Which is alot nearer. It took abt 7mins only. So from tues.. i started alighting at marina bay and walk to site. which is alot easier. 2nd Day Walk from Marina Bay, erm... jialet.. i dun rem wat happen.. haha~ ok.. i rem.. my Jap boss aka Proj Manager, invited me, nicola, Akiyama, and Sherry to Jap restaurant at Raffles hotel (bugis) to eat. Each person cost $42 for a set lunch!! so expensive!! But its super nice! And its raining heavily tat day.. He ask us to dump our lunch and had lunch with him... -_-||| 3rd Day Busy day with work.. actually 1st 2 days also quite busy.. but yest busy from start of work to end of work.. and quite malu.. i keep mistaking those ppl at work.. esp. jap ppl.. haha~ they seems to look the same.. and when i shout the wrong name.. ppl look back at me and laugh.. eeeeek~~ so MALU~ not first time le.. hehehe... Nicola (Nikki) treat me lunch.. haha~ so nice of her~ and den after work meet darlin at tamp after his hair cut. Had a enjoyable evening with him~ 4th Day Tired. 5 mins late for work. haha.. busy awhile den nothing to do le.. on and off got work.. so check email.. do some work.. online check forums.. do some work.. haha~ den sms.. msn.. watever shit also come out.. yesh! tml friday le~ finally~ catching up with cheryl and meeting darling... yeah yeah~ so.. tats abt all.. my job is something abit of receptionist and admin.. gotta do filing, typing, updating, preparing doc for circulation, scan, email.. watever~ but busy also gd.. easier to pass the days n looking for to weekend and pay day~~~ k.. brain dead.. i did my best to update le... haha....
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